Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Do not pass go, do not collect $200.


Today I went to jail. 

Well, not exactly.

I had the pleasure of observing at Athi-River Prison Primary School in Kitengela. The school was given land by the government about 40 years ago on the prison grounds. The prison ward’s and staff’s children attend the school as well as many children from the surrounding town because it is a free public primary education. There are about 1,000 children at this school in total. It is huge. I would describe its facilities as leaps and bounds above Mulandi Primary school because the Prison Primary school actually has buildings as opposed to merely tin walls but they still have dirt floors, tin roofs, moldy ceilings, and minimal amounts of raggedy text books. Some of the kids in the upper grades had just completed a beautifying project which consisted of planting a garden. The rest of the kids were informed that if they step on the flowers the school will have nothing to do with them except for to buy them new flowers.

When we first arrived, all the students were gathered in front of the school for assembly. Assembly consists of raising the Kenyan flag, singing the national anthem, and lots of marching, reciting, saluting, and greeting the mzungu guests. The children all cheered for Becca and I as we greeted them. They were obviously overjoyed to have us there for the day. The head teacher explained to everyone that we were not allowed to actually teach, but only to answer questions and greet everyone. I was glad that he did this for us because typically if you go to visit a school they expect you to come prepared with multiple lesson plans to give.

We then waded through the mud to class 1. There were typically 50+ students in each classroom and only about 15 desks. Most of the lower grades shared four to a desk and classes 6-8 typically shared three to a desk. The desks are realistically only big enough for two students comfortably.

Becca and I visited every classroom in the school in a total of 7 hours- quite the feat. We went from class to class playing celebrity being applauded everywhere we went. I think we went to around 20 classrooms total. Each grade had at least 2 separate classes and a few had 3.

This is how it went down:

Enter class. Everyone stands in attention.
“Good morning class.”
“Good morning Teacha”
“My name is Jessica”
“Welcome Teacha to our class (and then something in Swahili)”
“Can you say Jessica?”
“Jeh-see-kah”
“Very good. You may sit.”
“Thank you Teacha”
“We are from United States of America. We go to a University in Chicago. But we live in Athi-River at Daystar now, right off of Mombasa road. We will go back in May. Did you know President Obama is from Chicago? He lives in the capitol now. Washington D.C. is the capitol of America. We are studying to be teachers. I want to teach primary school.”
Cue smiles and applause from the students.
“Will you be our teacha?”
“Maybe one day. We want you to ask us any questions you have about America, Primary school, our lives, food, family, etc.”
Hands slowly raise and we receive a multitude of wonderful questions.

Typical questions that almost every class asked or were prompted by us were:
What are America’s traditional foods?
Try answering that one. Also, did you know no one knows what a taco is in Kenya?
Will you be our teacha?
What kind of wildlife is in America? What’s a raccoon?
How do I get to go to America?
          The schools motto is: Hard work pays. So that is what I answered usually.
Tell us what Chicago looks like?
Are there mountains in America? What is the biggest one?
What is the weather like? Tell us about snow!
Is there a lot of mud in America?
Do you teach Kiswahili in America?
Do kids wear uniforms?
When I told them that public schools do not typically require uniforms, a girl said, “That is wonderful!”

A few more complicated questions included:

America’s politics- which included questions about the first three Presidents, our Vice President, how long a Presidential term is, what the Senate can do, if there are any tribes, if there is corruption, who is the Prime Minister, what does parliament do, etc. (Answering the corruption question is very tricky)

“What is discipline like? I heard you don’t hit kids in America.”
“No, if you get hit by a teacher in school or are beaten by your parents and someone finds out, they get in big trouble and nice people will take you away to a safe place.”
“You are spoiling the child.”
“There is a difference between spanking because you love them and want to discipline them and beating up your child. It is not OK for your parents to hurt you.”
“Oh.”

America’s economic state- which included questions about having American slums, violence, street children who huff glue, why Americans give the poor food and shelter but not jobs (which I answered that the economy is poor and that sometimes so many people graduate from University that we do not have enough jobs for everyone and therefore they become poor so the best we can do is help them with the needs we can provide…), who the richest man in America is, etc.

American history- which included questions about being colonized by Britain and when we gained our independence, civil wars, etc.

And now the most humbling and difficult question of the day which we were asked on a few separate occasions:

“How do you view us as Africans? Monkeys?” or “Why did Europeans and Americans think we were monkeys and take us away?”

How do you ever prepare to answer that question to primary children in Africa? How do you ever anticipate the way that question will sting your inner-most being? The best answer I felt I could give was a quick History lesson. I explained about slave-trade and how many Americans fought to end slavery and how President Lincoln abolished it. I then told them about segregation and the civil rights movement in the 60s. I said that because of integration and equal opportunity laws that people in new generations learn from mistakes and that people now know that it is not right. We all kind of shook it off and moved onto sillier questions…

Silly questions included:

How do you become famous?
Can I go with you to America?
I always respond “Sure, I will stick you in my suitcase for 17 hours haha!”
Who are popular American actors and singers?
Do you know Chuck Norris and Jackie Chan?
Teach us American dancing, maybe breakdance?
We taught Kenyan Primary students the sprinkler, shopping cart, lawn mower, scuba diver, and swimming motions. It was too funny.
What are your hobbies?
Do you know the song Chop My Money?
Of Course! It’s only the best song in Africa! So then we sing and dance it with everyone!
Tell us about your family and dog. What’s your dog’s name?
Walking a dog on a leash and letting them sleep in your bed is quite the foreign thing to Kenyans…

All of the classes sang for us in Swahili and English. We also did some singing. We taught almost every class the songs Our God is an Awesome God and Jesus Loves Me along with the gestures and some additional sign language. Sign language is a hit here! We also were asked to sing the American National Anthem solo about 6 times throughout the day. My voice is currently non-existent. A bit of exaggeration, but it is very hoarse…

I had soooo much fun today. I told the kids about sun burn and how my hair changes colors in the sun. They loved it. So much so that they all felt the need to touch my skin and hair. Not such a big deal but man did it hurt at points…The kids really know how to yank your locks and it also gets a little hectic with how many kids there are.

After seeing every student in the school and answering every single one of their questions, we were told that we were welcome back to teach whenever, to send our greetings to our families and President Obama. Also, we were encouraged to send more American visitors to the school as well as library books. They need them. 

Today as I drove away, I thought to myself, “I am going to teach in Africa one day.”

I say that all the time, but today I was absolutely sold. Today, I believed myself. That is a strange and exhilarating feeling at the same time. Please be in prayer for me as I continue to figure out how that dream will become a reality. 

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Easter Weekend Extraveganza

Maundy Thursday:

My Thursdays usually consist of going to two classes, a group meeting, and then eating fried fish for dinner. This particular week all my previous engagements were canceled so Aubrie, Kaitlan, Leah, and I decided to take a bus to town to meet up with Jake and Max. The plan was to eat at this cool Italian restaurant that Aubrie and I found a few weeks ago. Buses at Daystar rarely ever leave on time so under the supervision of a Daystar student, we hopped on some bota-botas to make it to the end of the road and then caught some matatus to town. A bota-bota is a mo-ped/motorcycle and a matatu is public transportation (either a van or bus). It was a blast getting downtown like the locals do. We got there for about $2 a person. I felt Kenyan and very independent  Then we walked around the city until we relocated the restaurant and ate some of the best Italian food I've ever had. Jake and Max ended up not being able to join us so we had a girls day. We shared four entrees and even ordered two tiramisu deserts! YOLO! It was the best tiramisu I've ever had. It was so fresh. YUM! Who would've thought that Africa is the place to go to get good Italian food?

on a bota-bota

on a matatu

waiting for our food

tiramisu!


Good Friday: 

We spent Friday eating Dara's candy (her family visited and brought her tons of goodies) and watching movies. We also did a little gymnastics too. What a hoot. It was a good Friday indeed.

Saturday:

This past Saturday over Easter weekend we went on a Daystar sponsored day trip to see the fourteen falls. It was about a two and a half hour drive to the falls. Well worth the drive. Once there, we snapped tons of pictures of the magnificent falls enjoying the mist and sound of rushing water. The majority of the group walked across the falls and then a few brave souls jumped off and plunged to the bottom. It was a thrilling site to see. Once they crossed the river, they took wooden boats back to the other side. To end the day, we went to a resort near the falls for dinner, some hangout time, and dancing. My friends from the DRC taught me how to dance with some Congolese flair :) It was a highlight of my day.

fourteen falls

He got paid to jump off to impress tourists. What a sweet job!

loving the falls!

boat back to shore

crossing the falls as a team

"hanging" out at the resort near the falls

having fun with Kaitlan

most of the girls!

Dancing with our Congo friends!

Daystar friends :) 
Easter:

(See Resurrection Sunday Post)

Holy Monday: 

On the Monday after Easter, eight people from our program and one Kenyan friend headed to Mt. Longonot to conquer it's steep slopes of ash and lava rock! The rest of the group was busy climbing Mt. Kenya which has the third highest peak in Africa- where three in our group reached the summit. When we decided to climb the volcano we thought it would be a breeze. When we got there we followed a group of school children up. At one point we were in the lead...then about 10 minutes in they passed us up along with the nuns in their heels. How pathetic haha! We made it up to the top in no time though and I felt so accomplished conquering my fear of steep inclines! Then we ate lunch on top of the crater and made the decision to hike the 7 something Kilometers around the crater. It looks easy but believe me, it is not! We made it to the summit and around the whole crater in less than 3 hours. I was really proud of us. Then we hiked back down the steep slopes and got some pizza at the mall in Nairobi to celebrate our success! We hiked over 13 Kilometers that day. It was one of my favorite days in Kenya by far. The next day we all paid for it with sore legs though! haha :)
About to start our hike around the crater!

Made it to the summit! 

Those are clouds! We were up high! 



standing on the crater!


The crater! Those are trees down there in the middle! It is really high up! 
We made it!!!


"I just want every one to know how neat nature is instead of just me and Aubrie knowing it." -adapted from Neature Walk (youtube it)


Sunday, March 31, 2013

Resurrection Sunday

I was sitting here wallowing, thinking about family, church, food, chocolate, lamb cake, Easter eggs, all the things that I associate with Easter, wishing I could teleport home for the weekend, when I realized that no matter where I am, one thing remains constant: the real reason for Easter and why I celebrate it.

Jesus died on the cross and rose again, offering a brand new start for all who believe in Him and I am whining over Reese's peanut butter eggs? What is wrong with that picture?

I woke up this morning with a horrible attitude, not wanting to go to church because I knew it was not going to be the same. I thought to myself, "It's not 'my church'." Jessica! What is wrong with you? You are a part of THE church! The body of Christ is "your church" wherever you are!

Then, when I was actually at church, there was a handful of children from Mulandi Primary school where Hannah student taught. The entire sermon, I heard one of the girls whispering behind me to Dara about Hannah. She was asking her where Hannah went and when she was coming back? My heart was so warm hearing them talk so fondly of Hannah.

Right after the service a few of the girls named Mary, Wendy, and Judy came up to me, alongside some younger girls, and asked me if I was going to stay forever and why Hannah isn't coming back? I tried my best to explain. They did not seemed satisfied with my responses.

Then out of no where, they started singing and signing "Our God is an Awesome God." Hannah had taught them how to sign this song in ASL during her time at Mulandi. We then went over the alphabet and how to sign your name and say hello. I was loving it! They asked if I would come and teach their class. They actually fought over which grade I should teach because they all wanted a teacher like Hannah.

Hannah truly made a difference for her students during her short time with them. They will never forget her, the things she taught them, and stories she told them. I want to make an impact like that one day. An impact that might not seem so monumental on the grand scheme of things, but that is monumental on an individual scale. Hannah may not have solved all of Kenya's education system problems, or provided an entire community with clean water for life, but she surely made a difference in the lives of her students. People like Hannah, that use gifts like teaching to share God's love, are truly an inspiration to me. It was like God was reminding me of why I am here and what He wants me to do with my life. Thank you Lord for that reminder.

Another thing that "hit me" at that service was when the Pastor asked us to turn to our neighbor and share what is special to us about Easter. I immediately thought of traditions and that without Christ rising, Christianity would not exist. While I was sharing these things with the person next to me, I heard the little girl behind me telling Dara how cool it is that the Easter story never changes, but it is still the coolest story ever, every year! What a simple, child-like answer that rings of such truth! How awesome is the Easter story you ask?

Matthew 28:1-10
After the Sabbath  as the first day of the week was dawning, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to see the tomb. And suddenly there was a great earthquake; for an angel of the Lord, descending from heaven, came and rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothing white as snow. For fear of him the guards shook and became like dead men.

But the angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid; I know that you are looking for Jesus who was crucified. He is not here; for he has been raised, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay. Then go quickly and tell his disciples, 'He has been raised from the dead, and indeed he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him.' This is my message for you."

So they left the tomb quickly with fear and great joy, and ran to tell his disciples.

Suddenly Jesus met them and said, "Greetings!" And they came to him, took hold of his feet, and worshiped him. Then Jesus said to them, "Do not be afraid; go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me. 


That awesome! 

Christ is Risen, He is Risen Indeed! 

Happy Easter! 

Some of my sisters in Christ ready for an Easter service at Lukenya Community Church! 

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Elephants, Ostriches, & Other Happenings.

Two weekends ago we visited an elephant orphanage. It was such a cool experience to see so many baby elephants in one place! I have only ever seen elephants in the zoo. Most of the baby elephants were orphaned from poaching and many were found abandoned in deep wells that they fell into.

feeding himself

seeing the baby elephants!

After going to the elephant orphanage, we went to Jeff's favorite Ethiopian restaurant  The food was amazing! It reminded me of the Indian cuisine that I ate on Devon Ave. in Chicago this past semester. The spices were delicious and I definitely ate way too much. The food consisted of a sour-dough bread called injera, topped with different meats and dips. After our meal we had popcorn and the strongest coffee I have ever tasted...even with 5 scoops of sugar. We also had gum arabic burning on the table for a great smell and ambiance. It was quite the amazing dining experience.

YUMMM!!!
To continue our wonderful day, we visited Nairobi's National Museum. Jeff has a project he is working on there and we were able to see part of it in progress. We saw an exhibit of every bird in East Africa, an art exhibit filled with psychedelic black light art, Turkana Boy as well as many more skulls, pictures of Rendille Dancers at a festival, and many African mammals. My favorite part was walking through the history of Kenya. We learn a lot about the Mau Mau (a rebel, resistance group) and how Kenya gained their independence.

entrance to the museum
To end our day, we went to a mall and got frozen yogurt. I had a scoop of tiramisu flavored yogurt on top of a waffle cone. It was TDF. To die for.

Mall in Nairobi
This past weekend we woke up in time to get our mandazi and sausage link at the d-hall for breakfast, loaded a bus, and took off for a hotel that doubles as an ostrich farm and restaurant. Talk about a themed hotel...There were ostriches everywhere! The lampshades were ostrich eggs, the chairs and menus were ostrich leather, there were paintings of ostriches, and ostrich skins on the walls. When you walk outside there is a pool, playground, and outside eating area where we spent the majority of our day feasting on amazing ostrich steak (a delicacy), ostrich burgers, and other dishes such as salads, potatoes, cream of vegetable soup, and rice. Ostrich meat is some of the best meat I have ever had. It is the perfect combination between beef and chicken. It looks like a steak with no fat and is very tender. It melts in your mouth. In between amazing meals, we played on the swing set and RODE AN OSTRICH! It was such a funny experience. I volunteered to go first and was a bit doubtful of this creatures abilities. He was very easy to ride though...which might have had a little to do with the fact that two Kenyan men ran along side me on the ostrich making sure I did not fall. We ran around the pen once and then everyone else got their turn. By the time everyone in our group rode him, the ostrich was a little tired and ornery. He made a pretty funny hissing noise. We are grateful for his services and I'm sure he is thankful that we keep him in service and off someone's plate. ;)







Just your typical college weekends in Africa- seeing cool animals, exhibits, and eating amazing food!

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Mother Teresa's

"Let us touch the dying, the poor, the lonely and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow to do the humble work." -Mother Teresa

The sisters at Mother Teresa's home live these words out every hour of every day. 

Mother Teresa's is a home and safe haven for disabled women. The age-range of the women who live there is rather vast. I would say the youngest could be around 10 and the oldest around 40-50. I am not exactly sure. The majority of the girls that live there have physical disabilities, often combined with mental challenges and some have multiple handicaps. I know for a fact that most of the girls have Cerebral Palsy. I also know that a few have autism, Down syndrome, are blind, and/or deaf. 

When you first walk into the home, you are greeted with warm handshakes and smiles from the sisters. Then you put away your belongings and put on a green apron. The red ones are for sisters only. Work time. First, you tidy up the bedrooms while the girls get their teeth brushed. Many against their will. I get the impression they do this routine every single morning. In order to clean the bedrooms, you move around all the crib-like beds so that the sisters can dump buckets of disinfectant-diluted water on the floors which you will mop around with bundles of sticks. These bundles work better than any other mop or broom I have ever used and I am sure they are much cheaper as well. Then the sisters soak up the water with giant rags as they repeat The Lord's Prayer, Hail Mary's, and other Catholic prayers in a beautiful and quiet chant-like way. As they are soaking up the water and wringing it into buckets, you make the beds with colorful uniform sheets. Then push the beds back, let down the curtains and to top it off, spray each bed with the sent of a lavender air freshener. 

Then you will do another task like hanging up freshly cleaned laundry or chopping up massive amounts of green beans for dinner. One thing I love about this is that along with the sisters and other possible volunteers, a few of the girls who are not as physically disabled help out. I love that these girls are expected to help out around at the home, doing chores, and how happy they get when you tell them they are good workers. They really are. One girl named Sara can whip up a freshly made bed in half the time that I can and twice as well done. Plus, it seems to me that she would rather continue with her work than strike up a conversation with me. She is quite dedicated...or maybe I'm just weird. :) 

Lunchtime! This is by far the best part of the day, and sadly the last thing before you are politely asked to leave at noon. Noon is when "everyone awake is either in school or at prayer." Volunteers are welcomed to come back at 3:30 after prayers are done, but the bus schedule doesn't allow us to go back in the afternoon. Now, back to the food. The sisters make quite a good lunch for these girls. They get a heaping plate of mixed veggies, some ugali, and a few hunks of fried fish. For desert they get hot chocolate. Many of the girls are able to feed themselves or help feed their friends, but a majority must be fed by volunteers or the sisters. The first time I went, the girl I was feeding preferred sleeping. She was just not having it. In order to get her to take her food, i would have to tap her face to wake her up, quick squeeze her mouth open and shovel some food in. We weren't the best of friends that day, but the next time I was there she was quite chipper and took her food like a champ. I also was able to feed Lucy. Lucy is a gem. She has CP and is blind. She is verbal but does not say much and repeats herself a lot. Also, she mostly speaks Swahili  She called me Mom and Dada a lot which was kind of hard to handle, but I enjoyed the little conversation we had. She LOVES hot chocolate. She would open her mouth and say "AHHH" then take her drink and say "MMMM." It was too funny and she knew it too. I would giggle at her and she would crack up right back at me. 

There is also a girl named Immaculate. She is a hoot. She has quite the chomper on her. She likes to play this silly game with the volunteers. She will hit the seat next to her and make you sit down, then she will go to bite your arm or push you away. What a joker! She thinks it is too funny. Don't tell her, but it actually is. I'm not sure if she likes me or not, but I really like her, so hopefully the feeling is mutual.

There is another girl who loves the radio and sings and dances along to the beat. It warms my heart to see her love for music. Pauline has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen and whenever I tell her she gets so shy and rolls away in her chair blushing. A girl named Lucy speaks fluent English so her and I had a pretty lengthy conversation about America, Obama, and being Mzungu. She told me that she wants me to stay in Kenya forever. I told her not to give me any ideas. I also told her that when I first got to Kenya that my hair was darker but that mzungu hair changes color from the sun. I did not think anyone else in the room was listening but everyone surrounding us busted out in shrill squeals of joy and laughter at the fact that my hair changes color. It's really the little things like that that make my day at Mother Teresa's. 



This is Ann. She got up out of her chair, leaned on my waist & walked me around to her favorite spot outside to sit. 

This girl's smile is contagious. She loves to shake my hand and greet me, as do many of the other girls. 
On the car ride home last Friday, I asked my friend Aubrie what she thought about everything we saw and experienced while at the home. She told me many things but one thing that really struck me was that she said that being at Mother Teresa's really reminded her of our dependency on God. In the same way that these girls depend on the sister's for every thing they need, that is how we are with God. Everything we have comes from him. We rely on him for everything. He cares for us, loves us, supports us. He is our rock. The sister's at Mother Teresa's are the hands and feet of Jesus to these girls. 

Mother Teresa's is truly an amazing place. The sisters are some of the most dedicated and loving women I have ever met and the girls are so well taken care of. I wish I could spend a whole week at the home getting to know everyone but as of now I will continue my weekly visits. This place gives me such joy, inspiration, and hope after every visit. I can not say enough how wonderful it is. 
May God bless them and their amazing ministry. 

Friday, March 22, 2013

may he bring you home rejoicing


Part 1:

Goodbyes are really hard. Change is also really hard. Like you didn't know that already. My amazing roommate from last semester blogged about goodbyes the other day and it really struck a chord with me. About a week ago, our Kenyan family had to say "see ya later" to Hannah. Hannah only stayed in Kenya for about 8 weeks because she is student teaching and has to complete the rest of her 10 weeks in the States. I had no clue how quickly we would all become so close and how hard it would be to say goodbye.

Since being here, Hannah has been someone who I have really looked up to as a role model. Especially since she is another fellow education major. We have shared conversations about our futures, and had our share of  "girl talk." Hanging out with Hannah is always a blast. She has a way of being silly and serious at the same time. Her contagious smile and warm spirit truly shines from within. It is easy to say that she is already missed by her family here at Daystar. She is also surely missed at Mulandi Primary school where she student taught and is better known as "Teacha Annah."

One of the people in our group pointed out that we spend more time with each other than we do with our real families or friends back home. For instance, how many people eat 3 meals a day with the same people every day, stay in the same rooms, and hangout every weekend? OK, maybe husbands and wives. Haha! These are the people I share everything with. My joys, fears, failures, hopes, dreams, clothes, toilet paper...you get the picture. We are about as family as family gets. When the time came for Hannah to actually leave, I couldn't help but cry. I cried because I was sad to see her go. Excited to see what the future holds for her. Jealous that she gets to see her family and friends. Guilty that I get to stay and continue this exciting journey. And most of all overwhelmed knowing that soon, I too, will have to say goodbye to this place that I love and the people who I've shared it with.

May the peace of the Lord Christ go with you wherever he may send you. May he guide you through the wilderness; protect you through the storm; may he bring you home rejoicing at the wonders he has shown you; may he bring you home rejoicing, once again into our doors.

Part 2:

My roommate also said in her blog, "the feeling of being 'home' is constantly changing..." My view of the word "home" has drastically changed since being here in Kenya. People say that 'home is where the heart is'. My heart is in a lot of different places though. To be honest, I thought the only place I was ever interested in teaching or traveling was Africa. Now, I have noticed how much I love getting to know a new place and how much I love the excitement that comes with change. With this new found love of travel, I have decided that I also want to backpack in Europe, visit South Korea, Canada, China, Sicily, France, and Ireland, see the Northern Lights, and swim in the Dead Sea. The list could go on and on.

Now what does that have to do with "the feeling of being home?" Well, I thought that being in Kenya would give me clarity about where I am supposed to go in life. I thought that I would either clearly feel at home in Africa, or at home in America. I feel at home in both places. Not one place will ever feel exactly like "home." My heart is in too many places at once. As I hopefully continue to travel, I'm sure I will find many other places that capture my heart as well.

Although this can be frustrating for me (because it leaves my future as such an open book and I am quite the planner), I am glad that I do not feel at home in any one specific place in this world. I am confident that I will have peace throughout my life knowing that I am exactly where God wants me to be for the time being, but this earth is not my home. Philippians 3:20.

May the peace of the Lord Christ go with you wherever he may send you. May he guide you through the wilderness; protect you through the storm; may he bring you home rejoicing at the wonders he has shown you; may he bring you home rejoicing, once again into our doors.



Thursday, March 21, 2013

It's raining cats and dogs.

Disclaimer: This post is rated PG-13 read at your own discretion.

Last week I saw my first dog die. It was horrible to say the least. Traumatizing for sure. After spending the day off campus, we returned to Daystar to find a dog curled up on the sidewalk under a streetlamp seizing, foaming at the mouth, lying in it's own vomit, and crying for relief. Immediately all of us girls freaked out and decided to tell a guard. She didn't seem concerned and was not amused by the commotion or worry in our voices. Every time we walked past that streetlamp for the next few hours, we would see the situation progressively getting worse. At one point we had to just walk a different way back to our hostel in  tears because of the horrific noises we heard and the shaking we saw. I quickly murmured a prayer to God asking Him to make it quick so that the dog would be out of pain. The next morning I dreaded the walk to the dining hall afraid of what I would see but all that was left was a few puddles of vomit. The other dogs that live on campus had been howling all night as if they were mourning. We woke up to find them searching in their pack to find their lost friend. I was determined to find out what happened. I found the same guard from last night.

Me: What happened to that dog from last night?
Guard: Poisoned.
Me: Why?
Guard: Too many.
Me: Too many what?
Guard: Dogs. Had to reduce.
Me: So it was poisoned?
Guard: Yes, it's just a dog. Too many.

I was appalled! Never in my life could I have imagined this. What is so wrong about one extra dog? What had it done that was so bad? I thought about that poor dog for days. I know many others in our group were shocked as well.

Skip a week.

Kittens. The cat that lives in our hostel, who we affectionately dubbed Oscar before we found out she was a girl and had previously been given the name Lily, had a kitten. We call her Fuzz. Oscar and Fuzz are a part of our daily lives. Oscar tends to take Fuzz behind the toilet to nurse her and obviously we all use the toilet so you can see how accustomed we have become to seeing her. When Fuzz is M.I.A. we all get a bit nervous that Oscar is being a bad mom. We yell at Oscar frequently for her daily abandonment of Fuzz. She always comes back though. There is also another litter of kittens that lives in a storm pipe near the dining hall. They are precious to say the least. They don't really like being held because they aren't used to humans yet, but we are determined to people-train them. THEN...dun dun dunnnnnn...I heard a rumor floating around that the kittens were a nuisance and there are too many cats so they too are going to be poisoned. You have GOT to be kidding me! I ran back to the hostels to see if Fuzz was still there. Phew. She is safe. I then ran to my room to interrogate my roommate Vienna to find out the facts.

Me: Vienna, is it true they are going to poison the kittens?
V: (laughing) Yea...of course.
Me: That is horrible! Even Fuzz?
V: Yes unless you hide her in a box in a room...NOT OURS!...then she will eat the food and one day you will wake up and find her dead.
Me: Why would someone do that, she is so harmless and cute. Kill the old, nasty, ugly cats and let the babies live.
V: That's ridiculous  the older cats can smell the poison or something. They won't eat it. What do you do in American when there is too many in a liter?
Me: Sell them or give them away. Why can't they just kill the cats a different way. I don't want them to suffer from the poison and vomit.
V: They have to vomit. I would never shot a cat or something. Poisoning is best. They feel pain, vomit, and die. That is all.
Me: I'm going to save her.
V: (laughs) Whatever you say. One time last semester a girl walked into her room and found a cat had a liter on her bed. She was asthmatic and hates cats. She was so furious. She took the whole liter to the latrine (deep hole in the ground for waste) and picked them up by the tails and dropped them one by one into the latrine. They died for sure. Probably from burning before drowning. The ammonia in the urine would even burn you if you fell into it.
Me: You're joking.
V: No.
Me: If that happened in America, PETA would flip out and send them to jail.
V: You're joking.
Me: No.

So now, I take my pictures of Fuzz and wait. We shall see what happens. But I guarantee you, I won't be happy about it.



May all the animals harmed in the making of this blog R.I.P.